This has been a personal goal of mine for about five years, to overcome life itself. I figured this would be an easy process, as long as I was open with myself. I may have fallen into a phase of “ultimate knowledge”, and this is usually when life bitch slaps you back into reality.
There were, and most likely still are, so many demons I had to banish from my life. I pretty much had to exorcise myself. Instead, of focusing on what was wrong, I started to look within to find a reason as to why. It’s amazing the things we absentmindedly do in life, without realizing the effects it has on our entire being and thought processes. I had to mentally and spiritually break before I was able to overcome anything. It was a very humbling experience, and I realized that I was holding myself back all along. Yes, I had help, but it’s still my life. When my mind became clearer, I was able to focus more [I also detached… but that’s for another day].
That’s not to say I’m completely yen… I’m happy and at peace. Let’s keep it that way!